8th feeling and caos ;-)

I don't want to give a negative sense to this...Not at all .. :-)
but sometimes I realize that I have a little caos in my mind and in my heart...
I love this caos...it makes me feel that I'm alive ... I can feel... I'm not a rock...
and this is true...
I'm really feeling... good feelings...good moments... on my own...with my friends...
with my sons....
but over all ...with you...
I have to thank you all you are doing ..
all your words ..
encouraging me...
forcing me to discover myself ...
learning how can I better know and love myself and the rest of people who sourounds me
thanks for helping me to look inside myself...and this way discover things about me that I've ever imagined...
thanks for each second you have spend with me ...
your patience ,...
your smiles...
your carees..
and your sweet kisses....
even so they could be virtuals... for me are reals...

thanks my love ...
don't leave me ..never..pliz :-)